pull my teeth out of my mouth
and leave me with bleeding gums
then i wont be able to interupt you
even though your voice is cracked
even ringing out of tune
still sounds beautiful under my lispy croon
youve been pushing me under all the pouring rain
splashes blur out the screaming i can hear within
your face is some kind of bruised porcelain
the way your tongue grazes the roof of your mouth
stopped me from listening
as all the quotes running off your teeth
about all the boys you loved and then about me
the sweats set in my pores begin to ache
im realising this is the pain im due
so you can bury me underneath you
you can bury me underneath you
forget about all the useless
words i constantly spew
and take me shove me deep
in the dirt underneath you
It's not great where I am right now. But thank god it's roomy.
I think I'm going insane - first I write that, then I write this:
i love you more than i know i should
and i know that looks ugly to read
but i mean this for once
im going to shout
and youre going to pay attention
im going to talk to you honestly
but honestly the way you look
breaks me out in fevers and in sweats
i want to rip off both eye lids
so i cant even strain myself to blink
eventually im going to shrivel up
from lack of fluids
and this is the worse thing ive ever felt
as now that everyone else is all together
and now that ive never felt more apart
none of you will know just what it is youve got
until you feel like me
some things are better left unsaid
this conversation is how i got
the bullet hole in my head
i feel like youve be gone forever
I'm losing my edge.
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