ive got your head against my navel
ive got your hands running up my thighs
youre doing everything ive wanted
but i cant look at anything past your chest
THERE IS SOMETHING THAT WERE MISSING X2
and im not going to find it
with my hands inside my pockets
i need to rip out your heartstrings
and check them for knots
ive got untangle the mess ive made
ive got to clear my face of spots
you need me to be cleaner faced
so you can stand to look at me
im sorry that im so ugly
i never meant to be
its not that i dont love you
you just mean nothing to me
when youre face deep in the toilet
and youre waist deep in piss
its not that i dont love you
i just cant handle this
we went to the seaside
you took me to the pier
you said you were going to dive off
i didnt come any nearer
part of me wanted you to jump
the other part wanted to push you
the wind ripped through your make up
and showed your former skin
you shouldnt hide your face like you do
with a face like that you could find
someone who could really like you
because i really dont
your fingers are stained with yellow
but youve never had a smoke
theyre stained from all the fake shit
youve spread about your friends
to make yourself look like the better person
but youre the bitter person here
why should i care about you
when you dont care about them
its not that i dont love you
you just mean nothing to me
when youre face deep in the toilet
and youre waist deep in piss
its not that i dont love you
i just cant handle this
now im down on my knees in the bath
of your garish spanish hotel room
youre soaked down with spit from
the results of being a bitch i presume
youre crying against my naked flesh
it stinks of your vomit
but i dont clean it up with the shower head
id rather sleep with it
THAN SPEND ANOTHER NIGHT WITH YOU
YOURE SUCH A LOSER YOURE SUCH A LOSER
YOURE SUCH A LOSER YOURE SUCH A FUCKING LOSER
and im just realising it
This contains many of the notions that exclaim in my head when I look at myself when I wake up and gaze at the heap of shit with the dodgy haircut (oh yes it's new - do you like it? No I didn't expect you to) in the mirror - It's a completely healthy self-loathing I assure you.
Nothing shite, please.
Shame, that's all I got.
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